results are bad. passed all thou. not very well. sighs.. got a 3 for math.. hahas. OKAEE~~.

settled down with e courses with my uncle. cud see e courses i chose are mostly IT courses. tryin my luck with biotech n all. hmmx. nursing's e last. aunt was sayin nursing is gd!! can get a doc husband. hahas. crazy her.

yea.. wells i dont know la huhs. with this result where wud it bring me to. su said in her blog it isnt e end of e world. but with bad results.. prob not end up somewhere good. or even to sae e place where i wanna be.

there's this song by NAS- i can. i know i can.this is wht i wanna be.. *dances*
sometimes just find myself stoning in e bus.. hahas. then tear. cant get over it!!! fuck. gawdd.
anyhows, fine fine.. i'm able to make it to MIT i hope.. =|
whteva....unable to slp aft i got my results.. slpet at 4 on fri n 6am on sat. n there's work tmrs!.. wonder if i can stay in SLA with my results?.. hope so. jus hope adrian forgets bout result stuff.

omg omg.. suli's blog is like so cuuuuteeeee!! hahas. n eunice went ta find her! lols. cant believe it. my prettteeh gurlfren! tsk tsk. eunice: she's mine! *grins*

hmmx. everything was great great todae. 'cept when i finally got e new of e confirmation of release of O's. cant seem to concentrate then.. =| wells, still gotta face it anyhows. tmr stef n cy's on half dae leave. smtimes workin totally bores me. well perhaps i dont click with em that well. weird huhs.

dint have headache todae... only when i was havin tuition with aeldra!!! gOd! i'm like explaining slowly.. so she cud listen n stuff. but when it comes to timetable she forgot everything!! everything.. lazy to think.. so i sat there n waited for her ans. hahas. (attitude)

every secs, every min, every hour, dae.. bringin IT near =s arghhs. so much that i wanna noe my results. wht wud my reaction be?.. will i end up goin home coopin in my room. gawddd fri fri fri!! sth gd bout fri is i'm on LEAVE!!! bwahahas.
no matter wht i've gotta face it.. alrights. stay calm n cool.
everyone out there. gd luCkss!!

am bloggin agn. let me..

managed to solve this pri 2 ques? hahahs. cousin in law stuck there for how long. hahas. farnie. they use like pics now?.. like heart + circle+ tree gives n this n this.. actually it's sth like stimultaneous eqn. jus replacin by pics. cool. P2 okaees. solved e 3 problem sums of p5. looks chiem.. but when u work it out slowly it's easy. started doin it by usin algebra.. from there i do an easier method. one of it needed mel's help. cos i dont know how to do e simpler wae. hahas. *dummie*
thanx mel!

feelin quite OKAee. jus that everytime i walk bout i'd feel like wobbly? weak huhs. n mom's back home.. so she's e nurse. bro hurt his back.. fire extinguisher from e bus.. those mini ones dropped at his back. mom got worried. =s i'm sick n bro's like this.

tmr's weds. shud b e dae that they sae when's e release of O's results. if not then they'd tell us e dae b4?.. pouts. so SLOW.WOLS!!!! e awaitin for e results... anxiousness kills. thinkin bout it everydae. aights.. goin to la la land. =D

alright i'm havin a bad headache. on e wae to work.. jus felt like vomiting with 1/2 empty stomach. -pouts- so i spent 2 hrs travelling. slept from 10.30am to 4.30pm that's like how long 6 hrs. not feelin HOT or wht.. but am perspiring. have this feelin of fainting. it's like some signs that show b4 i faint. so it's safer to come home. n i'm still havin e headache. arghhs.

anyhows yea slept for e whole dae. gonna bathe.. prac piano n mayb back to slp. parents are not gonna be home that early. bro's somewhere out there.

wud spend time prac piano. she expect me to noe all my scales. =s why in music there's majar scales n minor??! drivin me nuts. thanx gloria for remindin there's e rival hahs. ciaos....

met mel on sun. great... managed to shop arnd town. walkin back n forth wisma. i gotta try e shoe for her fren who asked her to get any slippers from there. n that slipper's nice!! i like it...hahas. =) showed mel e slipper that they have with that shelly thingy there. n everywhere that we go we see sth tat look alike! gawdd. there's this belt at GUESS which has like jade-like, wood-like n shell-like chained. hahas. it's hugeee!! wahhas. townin was great.. am lookin out for wallets.. clothes. =} in town i met my cousins. n first time that i saw my cousin in law. he's better lookin in person. n yea another cousin's bf. so tall... fit. hahas. he's my cousin's. saw jacob at heeren. giggly i was. hahas. i was prac. starin at him. *grins* he was with his wife/gf. wells, he looks fitter! younger! tanner!! hmm if i'm nt wrong he's 33 this yr? hahas.

headed to citylink.. to flash n splash.. n mel's version of "flash" n splash. haha. saw some new shops. been so long since i shopped at citylink. makan at suntec. laksa!!.. n we went to esplanade!! hahas.. some latin dancin.. there we were takin pics. hahas. cam has prob.. kept blurring. damn sensative. w/o flash n backgrnd light is weak it's show this hand sign.

cousin-in-law lent me her bae yong jun's vcd... dont really noe wht isit thou. wahhahs. he's actin in it. greatts!! hahas.
this week's gonna b a tirin week. havin 4 daes of tuition. gotta get some test papers for em. wud i sae that kids are spoilt?.. havin tuition n their mom called from mlysia askin bout games or dunno wht. sister was screamin.. gawdd. so when she came back, i was kinda pissed. *pissed off look* least she got down to do her stuff. gotta handle e bro now. jus dont understand why they ALWAYS have sth in their hand playin... or they'd draw. so durin lesson i take whteva they have in hand. -pouts- slowly slowly.. i can do it.

this week wud b e release of O's results. jus so worried. =s O yea! saw my pri skl fren at e provision shop jus now on e wae to tuition she leaves near by. we were only in e same class in p2. she's like oh man! blah... hahas.

am glad these 2 daes? hahas. saw so many peeps. JAcob =)))... cousin(sulin) that i dint meet for almost like 3 yrs?.. uncle jack shud noe la huhs.

i'm now online chattin with mel, doin my theory hw n also updatin my blog. multi task hurrs! *winks* as if.
aights.. nuff of rubbish.

had piano lesson todae... quite drillin n tiring with all e scales. i mixed up e time meetin glo n su. i said 4.45 at bishan n i tot it was 5pm! sorry... n they gotta wait.. su went to DG. n we were late. =P sorry!!! hahas. n lots of em were makin noise that they're hungry... cp n su. hehs.. thinkin thinkin wht to eat.. so final decision was Marche! yumms. food there's kinda ex.. but yea... dint wanna over-eat or wht.. cant spent too much on food. as everydae at work.. it's bout $7 on lunch alone!!! gawdd. yea.. n su had 1 wafer... she jus wants like MORE?! hahas. so we got outta marche. ;] took neos. with lotsa stupid poses. hahas. i ended up with a lil leg cramp n neck cramped. damnns hehs. it's nice nice!! but havent scan e pics.

n su still have this crave for fOod. god knows why. cartel must have ill treat em! since cp finally gets to come out.. so headed to coffee bean.. cheese cake.. blueberry muffin!! sinful.. once in a blue moon. hahas.
great time!! hehes.. till now i'm still very full n so gonna puke!

wud b meetin mel tmr.. job to do from some BOSS. ;p n shop arnd town n see. hahas. n mel, dav, dan gave me this roxy handbag. soo nice!! hehes.. big enuff to place my digicam.. hp.. wallet n even a book in. THANXXIEE!!! hehs.. i need a purse.. leather kinda. yepps. am survivin with this tiny roxy wallet that dan gave. tsk tsk.
shall stop here am really tired n full. cant help but think of release of o's results =| if things doesnt turn well for that.. wont b in e mood to go for chalet.. e most just pay for it.

janet jackson... just a lil bothered bout e issue of her revealin her boobs. as if she wants to huhs. it was tat freako justin timberlake... why shud she even apologise?! crazy pple.. as if she's like wOw so glad that she revealed it.

arghhs i'm still hungry. n dont know wht's for dinner either. lalalala. feel like goin to e esplanade. hahs. e last time that i went there was when i went to watch oliver twist. =) then nv step in there..

can someone slp n nv wakes up...? i miss slpin lots. sth that i love doin now.. n nv wake up. ;]

there's so much that i gotta blog. so much thoughts. but when it comes to bloggin i've lost it all.

mom's goin awae to some part of mlysia for SUNRIDER course. a health prod. cant even b bothered. makes not much diff. she doesnt cook or wht. am eatin instant noodles. thank god save from he screams. crazy woman.
another one's my bro. damms. why are there so many sickos arnd me?!?! arghhs. nowadaes aft work's tuition or home. at home i'd shut everything off by watchin tv.. or stay in my room listenin to music. =) better.

O's result wud b out most prob nxt fri. =s really scarin me. so afraid that i cant get into e course i want. am thinkin... interested in MIT. nursing.. gloria's tryin to psycho me. well am i lil interested. but am more interested in e future of wht nursing can bring to me. e benefits n stuff. thought bout it. a nurse has really got to have passion n stuff. let's say if i really did nursing.. when i work.. i might dread workin n stuff. i wont b happy. i'd regret. but things wud then b too late. nursing's really a gd course. but only if ure REALLY interested n really wanna b a nurse. yay.
CA for pri skl kids are startin like 1st march. few daes aft release of results.. so doin lotsa revision. gawddd. why isit like so cramped up. results? CA? hmmx

dint go to work todae. can really get tired jus sittin down there checkin stuff now. i cant slp at my place.. cos my place's nearest to e pathway where lots of pple walk bout. whereas stef n aishya's able to! yeaa.. aint robot. before gettin outta my bed already felt giddy n stuff. mayb cos of e noodles. wht's for lunch?! instant noodles. this time round is seafood. would b headin down to thomson plaza ltr to get some test papers for e kids.

so lookin fwd to sat!! it's piano lesson. heehs. love my piano teacher. n mayb meetin e gurls aft that. depends whether cp's workin. yay.. wht i gotta sae is treasure e time we have together now.. n alwaes keep in contact with ur frens. we're all so bzy with our work n studies.. n so lost of touch. =| will squeeze out time with e girls no matter how. dont wish history repeats itself like in pri skl...

these days thinkin lots.. suddenly i'll just broke into tears.. vent my anger playin piano. n it's my dog that is with my whom i hug n cry to. gawdd damm jus hope skl starts soon. stef uncle said this yr they're startin skl (poly) in june. bringin it fwd a mth every yr to april.. cos lots of students complainin bout e long wait to reopenin of skl for o's student. still... gotta wait!

anws.. i'd b uploadin e pics really slowly... e files are kinda huge.. then e resolution is nice.. yepps. check em out slowly... uploadin family one now. yawnns. american idol rOx!! camilie voice like gorgeous.. she's so pretty!! sweet humble aloha gurl ;] O yea.. was watchin e crime hunters last nite.. realise JOHN LOW looks a lil like edmund chen..that SIR. hahas. lucky he doesnt read my blog.. hahas. bet he'd go aye pls la... hahas. he's got this cutey face too.. hahas. aaIght mad. forgive me kids.. ciaos! lunch time. mAkAn!

just watched that she bangs she bangs! it's b on ch 5 at 6!!! hahas. gawdd.. pls la.. pple out there who supports him goin back. yes i think he's got that courage to act' sing n tat's like one in a lifetime memory. but if he's back on american idol it'd b a mockery does everyone that likes him wants him to b laughed at?! gawdd. get a life...

waitin n waitin 5pm!!! daven changed e time. cos he's goin out with his frensss!! hahas.. since he's out from army like one dae.. ure e boss!! hahas

total defense dae todae. yea... no impact on me but wells. for sg it does. n it's suli's sis bdae. happy birthdae anyhows. dont really know her. but i know it's her bdae so happy 19th bdae! (:

wOw.. vdae.. my birthdae was like ytsd. went down to nyp again.. hahahs. lightyears was there.. n glo wanted to ask stuff bout nursing. kinda get to know more info bout it. well well, just got to see randall!!! gawdd he's like superbly tall, gorgeous blah.. he's married. hahas.. cant even imagine he look like 18 can. *dreamie* haha n when i turned arnd saw this guy i guess he's from yj then.. e guy i saw at bishan interchange that look like erhhh.. my old old crush. hahas. kinda great huhs. `chinggsss

piano lesson was great!! she sorta extended my time to like an hr.. cOol!! took a cab back home cos i'd prolly b late meetin e girls. got this cushion thingy from e girls.. it's PINK!! pink in colour.. "glamour puss" written on it. hahas. sweet. then it was meetin with john.. since he dont have a date either. know wht?? he's got this plastic bag from his bag.. it's flowerss!! wahhahas.. cp still said that he wont give us a single thing cos i tot of gettin sth for him. n glo? nt even a petal! hahas.. each of us has bout one bouquet. one stalk of rose. very sweet of him n alfred. yea yea.. n he goes on n on with his 'lao zhang'. gawdd.. well he fills my dae with MR TEO. wahahs. blah blah e dae goes by. went to cousin's place n i was lost. so asked this guy who got down same bus stop that i did. followed him to his condo.. bayshore park. cos it's e short cut to coasta delco. it was like a 20mins walk outta bayshore park n to coasta delco. e condos there are like WOW!.. cousin's condo has like this HUGGGEEEEEEEEee pool n this baby pool. that huge pool are somehow like those olympic kinda.. damnnn nice. he's jus friggin' rich.. moved almost every year.

anyhows, thou my dae ytsd dint start gd or ended good all thanx to dad. but still happy.. got my FIRST bouquet of flower from john... valentine flower. thanx john!

whee todae's tuition was postponed to like sun. early in e morning thou =( gotta wake up early. hahas. so meet up with mel to get my stuff.. n shopped with her. some last min v dae pressie to get. kinda spent lots.. more than christmas pressie. buy buy buy. christmas was like i made em. hahs. some i kinda delayed it =X sorrie guys.

ohh yea. HAPPY V DAE everyone!! while waitin for mel i went to kalm's n took a look. actually see like men inside shoppin for presents.. cards. it's like WOw i dont usually see that. hahas.. it's like v dae n anniversary that they do enter these stores pickin out pressie for their love ones. n this guy holdin a bouquet of flower waitin outside e cinema. n i'm like: omg! he's so sweet! *chuckles* well i've nv seen guys like that other than in e shows. n nv have that kinda xperience guy waitin =( yea.. so he's like wOw... hahas luffin at him too. cos b4 that met this ex gy senior. mel's fren. she's chao far farnie. =x haha. *faints* mel was talkin bout it n i'm laughin. how means. well.. cant tahan.

poly open hse was great!!!.........nyp's wae too cool. hahas. sorrie davina, dint wanna go NP. too far awae.. nt much of e courses i want too. thou it's bout e same. yepps. saw e sports complex.. ermms, e courses are gd. DMD's outta my list. nursing.. mayb out too. get to know a lil more this time round. gotta b serious bout it. not like last yr.. so sian bout it. yepps. met this funny funny guy who showed us his funny funny thing! mel's fren. hahs. usin macromedia flash some army.. blahhs. very very nice. *grins* performance are like niceeeeeeeee. hahas. nv forget that Reuben Kee.. canoein guy. played e piano that dae.. wow.. with full strength man!

kkaee really gotta slp. all else i'd b wakin up late again... toodles!

wahahs. it's been quite a long time that i've actually seriously updated my entries. monitor's down. yepp. friggin tired aft work. most of e time i'd jus stone in front of e tv scannin thru e progs.

hehs.. yepp took leave todae just for e NYP open hse. hope mel's free to b our tour guide. haha dont know why i'm only interested in nyp's n not others? shrugs. jus so afraid cant even get in e course i want or mayb not any. dunno la. meetin maya ltr. cos she's findin pple to go too. since i'm goin ALONe.. so might as well go with her. hahas. she called n stuff. n said woah ure cool man.. alright! hahas. that's wht aud said to me like i'm damn on. hahas. well, i've been thinkin lots these daes la. everyone's so bzy n all. life's now so much of ALONE.. LONER. =( arghhhhhhhh hate boredoms!

woh woh n v dae's coming*roll eyes*. not exicited at all i'd sae unlike durin e skl daes. iyah dont know la. jus a few more daes to 17. so old. bahhs. boring. eatin at fish n co. then dunno wht wht wht.. then prolly b goin to cousin's place for family gatherin. they might b playin mahjong or wht. hahas. talks talks talks. =) somehow enjoy it.

attended cousin's weddin last sun. kinda brought tears to my eyes. knowin his history.. he used to get into fights in skl.. problem kid la. it's my dad that settle all for him.. as if my dad is his. yess dad do love his nephews. he join lion dance.. blahs.. tatoos.. huge ones at his back. but when he get to know my cousin in law.. he somehow changed for e better. gawdd when he came to our table for that "yam sae" thingy tears filled his eyes. he's tryin to control it. n dad's fren made e couple feed mushroom to each other. hahas. n cousin was sayin lotsa thanxes to dad n his fren (tears in his eyes) cousin got a lil mabok b4 everything ended. aft everyone left they went to e hotel room. hrd lotsa em got drunk. drank like 5 bottles of whiskey.. wine la.. yepps. i had a sip of v.s.o.p. bro smelt it n felt restless! weakling.. hahhas.

bored bored bored.. on e 14th feb.. well sth i'm lookin fwd on 14th feb is that i'd b meetin up with my darlins'!! my piano lesson n of cos a crazy nuttie guy wud b bookin out!!! wOots.. other than that nth else. no valatine.. boohoos.
bahh whteva gotta bath n get outta this hse!!

alrighty i'm at steffi's place updatin my blog?!?!?! how pathetic. i'm sorrie kids.. my monitor's like smashed. so ya here i am. arghss. work's fine..

hmmx there's so much that i went thru these daes cant rmbr now. yea dad got me an ixus i but it wasnt in A GD COND. so changin to another type? a panasonic or nikon..both r gd.. but e panasonic looks nicer.. well see hows. cp's bdae fri.. cool. kaee i'm lazy blog.. keybrd's lil off. arghhs. yepps. ciaosss...